#018 Apr 23 I been living this thing for months, up, down, all around trying to get here. Everything we see came out of a thought of some ones imagination, including us. What leads up to being ready? No longer leading but being led not by thought but by stepping out on faith cause its right thing to do, get it done . The lonely climb every step and hand movement calculated to the grip of the smallest finger holding the weight of your body as your foot finds a spot to take off some pressure as you continue to always reach upward to the next challenge, blind faith and eyes wide open. If it happens it because you the one moving the wind, from wence comes the wind, the thought of a idea takes shape in the vastness of nothing and begins to fire on it unmatched creativity abound by the cosmos of knowledge floating on the unknown ether of everywhere. Out of nowhere, just like that, its a new day and creativity of the human brain is once again leaving the launch pad of creation. Be willing, be true to you, be it, the you. It s a daily grind that you have to want to take, jump into the deep water , sink or swim , the best swimmer in the world if need be, GETGO. If you willing to get your gear, do all that packing , preparing , its that time. Practice is nothing without performance, game on, GETGO. Change is scary but, change is everything, and everything must change. The miracle is happening in every breath and you so far removed, you don’t even know its happening. Missing out on what you looking at with 20/20 vision and still cant see, blinded by the confusion of who you “suppose” to be, while who you are forever floats around lost. Jump!

#017 4/11/2019 This is a hosh posh of days. As this day was coming to a end, thought about someone who not only changed a movement but gave hope to humanity. That special human quality which helps people believe that they can do more, that they are special and getting others to work together not on what they disagree on, but what they do agree on. People of peace taken down with violence, leaving the future to follow wherever the evidence may lead. Five forty five mind wandering trying to be lead by the spirit asking, whats right? Life changes until it ends in this vessel, and returns to the great unknown infinity. Heard once that man makes plans, GOD has a purpose. Completion, finish, not so much what you start its what you complete. Stay focus ,complete, finish, move on. Lots of irons in the fire but don’t work them all at the same time. Work one to complete, move on to the next one, its that simple. Slow your roll, its coming together, plan for the purpose. What can happen? If it don’t, you slightly ahead of what does happen, and since no one knows what will happen, all you can do is ask for guidance to do as you see fit, to give what have been given, for the good of you and all. There is nothing more worthy then this life been given in the service of all your creation and the ability to take, what is given and go with it full steam ahead. Let go, let go, let go, it will be all right, go all in, believe, faith unseen must be on blind faith. Hold on the ride can be rough, hold on this is it, the unsung walk. Not for power, not for pleasure, not for prestige or fame, for GOD. Eyes have seen the glory there is no time, go, go, go stop..to be here and not here but beyond a thought into a whirl wind of do lead not deciding, knowing divine right to try for this is real this got to be done you can. follow me son will never tell you wrong so proud, look at my boy, its going to work all you need will be provided focus, st david calling in all your makers this is right, get off here make what is given real breath of life. Leaving is all that can stop the spirit of faith. Stay in the moment, lazy rises, get go comes alive, the moment doubt come around, get go double up success the moment cant stand up, get go jump higher to raise the roof and negative ain’t got a chance cause positive will be all over that ass. This ain’t no trick get go does just that get go, when you get it.. get go. What time is it, get go time. Get go complete finish 1 iron at a time so ea.ch heated iron can continue to be use complete finish one moment at a time being used, not abused as the precious second it is to happen all given get go do get go do get go do focus in take your time believe,believe get go get go get go.hat its all about, if you not giving you dying, period. No material possession is more important then the life of another human being no where and if you believe so that’s your soul, pray for you and move on. Know your crowd we in hell, living with the devil and that the war of the world every second you are blessed with the the breath of life, to fight to be pure and righteous against the harshness of hell, glory to us all we are winning the bosom of Peace and glory of forever. What is a moment but in round time 86,400 seconds of precious life in which to keep to irons hot, work one to complete recharge and get back into the moment game this is on the spot take and let the moment energize, revitalize and quantify the beauty and joy of every breath in the freshness of living, not existing, life is a moment don’t miss a one. Moving into a new time is scary, challenging and exciting. Since the start i have awakening a long way, but still realize I’m sleep, it all new and exciting, now to live it, how will i be effected and affected, in new time and space in the same time and place but moving, thing growing differently. Feel that breath of life going in returning there useless carbon monoxide back out after the nourishing of each cell with strength to carry on, the breath of life continue to make it presence. Five forty one and these moments come to a end. Get go and have a great moment every moment of your life. HELP1HELP1

#016 April 4, 2019 It all seem so simple to stay in the moment but you may have years of programming to break through. When you start to get there is it may be different for us all because no two people arrive at the same time. Its all brand new with more awareness from all senses that make us who we are. Experiences modified even from the flow of the warm water set by the memory dial, as the water rushes from the rain head shower onto your body. The scrunchy rubbed heavily with soap that washes the dead skin of yesterday from the head to the the bottom of the feet as what is, like water is swirling down the drain, gone. The freshness of new skin comes alive from the warmth of the flowing water. You step out new. Spent a day with new life who will be 2 in a month and what has been placed in him from instinct is now beginning to come out. The uncontrollable energy abound running, bouncing, turning and the big excitement of language coming forward and some words being audible. All in front is growth, mind, body and spirit placed in a changing vessel growing and changing daily. The many ologys of life, yet to face. What will the future be like in this world as he grows. A world where his fate will be unlimited or changed in a instant. His light, like the millions who have traveled this same route is just beginning to shine. How long, how bright his light will shine is the sum of the sun and air that will be with him until no more. Just coming upon the testing twos where life is going to be tested every moment and in every move he makes. The Exciting Five senses of human life growing in their ability to teach through every experience coming at that age. The drama when sleep is being fought as that ball of energy runs down to a tell tell sign of whining and the gentle fist rubbing of the eyes where with a little food that the ball of energy will sleep in Peace. Wake up anew in full growth mode. and ready to go. In the same time life is on the down side for the seventy seven year old liver of life. Like the greyhound he drove for decades across the plains, the south and the coast of a land, he fought for, he has passed through eras that wouldn’t even be describable today. Born in the 40’s his eyes a have seen the glory of raised hate. Once a able body now followed every step by the long green and clear tubing that winds behind him feeding oxygen, the juice of life, to his nostrils. A full appetite reduced due to bland food restricted, requires new ways to excite old taste buds. A bible student his whole life, comes from a long lines of Reverend, pastors and fisherman of souls. This rock we live on filled with the souls of humans throughout. From different spectrum of QUARTER CENTURY LIFE it goes on spinning constantly, changing seasons and everything on it, over and over in a blast of moments stretching out into the unknown Infinity of time, leaving in its quiet wake on every fly by, life and death.Until next post. HELP1HELP1

4-1-2019 Rabbit Rabbit another month starts and the race is on. One quarter of the year 2019, to never return. Another ending and another beginning, newBirth in the air everywhere. Taking the day on full steam ahead, make it happen, walking out on faith, stepped out this morning to make the most of this moment. Not to what tomorrows brings ,which may not come, and yesterdays which are long long gone. Who knows what tomorrow brings and who cares, the moment to get anything done, that may have any impact on tomorrow, is now! The moment you move into the moment thing begin to change, sometimes so drastically it can be overwhelming. To hear and feel air going in your body every heartbeat as on the race tracks of nervous system and blood flow through veins and artery, neurons fire off instantly, what a creation this vessel body is? Fantastic. Because we don’t realize how little we are in the moment, we mostly having experiences. A memory you can not shake may be a instance of in the moment. What the day should bring, because we call it by name, and on from there, it happens. There is no day, just now and now goes on until there is no now. Mind is able to become free of boundary’s, formed through control of word triggers, automatic thought, instant programming from birth. Time is linear, not a circle. Time Not round and round, one and done. Moment time is time free to be free from what is, wonder takes place, A day can be twenty five hours, eight days a week liner moment time. Making things happen and waiting on things to happen are not the same thing nor, going to get the same results. Failure is doing something. Mistakes is learning, nothing is nothing. Its not easy to condition to walk away from 24/7 its all you know, walk in faith there is more. Time is regimented to everything we are, think, and do. Not in a circle, as if it returns, tomorrow is gone, one and done. Each second is gone never to be in that exact same form again. Using the moment as yours and working the world into what a precious second I just had. A guitar riff playing the blues , flattening a note, stroking the strings, scatting right into call and respond, a quick shot of soul stirring blues, with a twist of lemon. Smiling with the blues in the moment and my heart said thank you for the joy, as spirit moved all within the soul stirring smile and in the moment. Follow first mind, stay focus, body gets weary, soul pulls tough. Moving and sticking, A fall is not a knockdown, its a get up and go, to do it again. Don’t get cocky, you not going to conquer this in a day, you just got here, don’t think you know. lol. That’s funny! A deep breath of calmness to slow the boom,boom, boom, boom of the excited heart beat, we all in this moment together, all for one and one for all. I’m on the move but never forget that there is always a reminder that we on borrowed time, when out of no where you hear it again, another line, has ended. Started with the Young Principal who after three years is moving on. It wasn’t health, why he was leaving, so that was a blessing to hear, but change is always difficult. 1095 days and with three boys all in change phase ages 9, 10 and 12 and no idea what a moment is, he may be having to take that 10 year look at where and what it will cost and can a small school still offer him the guarantees he needs to raise a growing family of boys. The fingerprint of who you are in a print, unable to see the whole shell and none of the full content, blessings abound, in a print? Rain coming down with no sense of time or where its landing just falling from up high in passing from where it has risen and now where it returns reformed , reusable, newBirth! Its on! HELP1HELP1

#015 March 31, 2019 A blessing to be here the last day of another month. What a month it has been? From the end of winter to beginning of Spring never know what a moment will bring. The excitement of newbirth and the awakening to the moment. the cleansing of a body and my mind down to its spirit of life that is pumped through you moving through on the rhythm beat of your heart. eyes flicker from light to dark, the aroma of the air in a new day, another spot the forest, the ocean, a cave, the feel of the shining sun, the spray of the ocean dust of the plains ice frozen tundra, the touch of a babies hand tomorrow is coming today is now. the pleasure to see the newest we possess. what a difference a day, J- K- L, we up to 12 and half a day has passed away. Justice to all equality with kindness and to all show love, for we yearn for wisdom and peace. The silent moment when its you and your breath, heartbeat, and thoughts without the influence of voice, music other then yours. A inward, outward production on the one, you are, the thanks for it, and the ability to pass it on. Life give you what you need, to give what you got. No two process are alike. 24 hours in the day, centuries has built structure on what a day is and what should or, not done on a day. In the same 24 hour day that come in differently everyday. If the light and the darkness change we miss out on the special moment we get daily as they share the same 24 hours. we share our heart beat with our breath continuously non stop like the light and dark non stop, the beauty of a day and the joy in a moment. Who wins, Who loses is provided deeper then we may ever know. Find the spot of giving that multiplies the filling of your cup, the more you give, share and live. Bless to see 764 and 1 newbirth, may every moment alive. Ups and down, sunrise sunset, hot and cold another day. Until next post HELP1HELP1

#015 March 28, 2019 Where do you go from here. It been quite the first month. Things are changing fast, got to get going but take it slow.Its a learning process, take it all in. one moment at a time and there time to do it all. Decisions at this time of change are about making the most of now nor next decade next next month, nor even 10 minutes it happening as you type, breath think and share thought from your head as they come and every moment is great as miracle follows miracle and wonders seem to never cease. Its a new day rising from the old into the new with all things possible, continue to be being accomplished. Don’t over think, act, do, keep moving, the next moments is just as bright. Lungs take in the air through the nose feeding every new cell with the nourishment of oxygen replenishing through out the body before turning to carbon dioxide as it escapes through the nose, head clears, and like clock work the process of breathing start all over again. No matter where you are born, you are blessed.The daily challenge is finding that blessing everyday. What you go through in QUARTER CENTURY LIFE measured on the fives, where ever you are in the five, those first five are the ones that set the stage, and from there you either get the part or you don’t. A certain excitement that being brings on, the more the experience. A wonder of conscious within the moment of breath, delight of sight and sound r after important breath keep s the life new and at the same time new again greater and greater. Three day later calling this a post, until next write HELP1HELP

#014 March 25, 2019 Heart pulsating and buzzer beaters the pleasure of today’s games. We are so much of what is put into us, and then what we put into ourselves? We change based on what we know and no one knows for sure when it happens. Our early life is just that, constant learning and changing. This body of ours all has the same internal parts, outer parts, basic shape and design. Depending on where this body is formed will give it specific features of who conceived. Its a complete vessel that starts out in a fluid that is so full of workers the whole vessel is built in 9 months. The vessel will begin to expand from the moment if leaves the fluid of its creation. The first 24 months, this vessel never stop expanding as special agents for the vessel like sight, sound, touch, smell, taste all begin to provide data for perception that this vessel will interpret and put to uses that at this time cannot even be imagined. Though all have the same basic design, the difference comes in the packaging. One vessel provides the initial workers and the other vessel houses where the vessel will be built. It takes both vessels contribution working together which gives each vessel its own unique features. From a average of 6 pounds on arrival, each vessel with proper nourishment, care and environment, will change daily. Besides the features, each vessel is completely equipped on the inside to serve all its needs in place. The uniqueness that every vessel has to bring is not measurable and may take thousands of months to reveal, while some vessels reveal, may only take moments. The fact remains the unique purpose of each vessel, no matter how long it last, is complete Everything about a new vessel is delicate, fragile and should be handled with care as if it is the most important vessel on any rock. Unfinished in the beginning, the vessel keeps on a changing based on what was put in and what we added to our vessel during this journey. As many similarities as each vessel may have, no two vessels are exactly alike. Each vessel has its own unique control system that takes all data received and interprets it based on data present. The early days is so exciting as the changes from conception are full of growth and change. This change continues forever or until the vessels mission is complete, whichever comes first. Change is everything. QUARTER CENTURY LIFE continues Until my next one, HELP1HELP1

#013 March 23, 2019 Morning the start of a new day. The morning starts off dark and ends dark, but all in the light of another day. The stillness of a morning after a goodnight sleep as everything about morning begins to come alive. Each one is different but there are so many similarities, all you can do is change their name. A mornings nocturnal society goes into action as the twinkle of a day comes into play. What will it bring? Does just the sound of its name give you shivers or run you up the pole of ecstasy. Morning happen so much you think its the same one from yesterday, but that one never returns. Our minds race by a day as if the one called tomorrow is going to happen, and its never promised. Dawn brings on a chill with color to prepare for the freshness of a Sunrise that delivers the energy to rise. Morning sun today like no other, different in a degree of heat and the angle it flows through the sky as it nourishes all that experience it magical powers. Early morning our calmness rises like the tide slowly coming in and lapping at the shore of a new day not knowing where it ends up, like the drop that whines up in the making of a mighty wave, we never know what our little sun ray may shine upon today. Open day is the best day of the week because its so round you cant take a side you roll with in hope that health, opportunity, purpose and excitement offers in every moment from the first second of its darkness beginning, till the last second of it darkness return, the morning opens up another day and moments to live as another a day continues. QUARTER CENTURY LIFE, where every moment is a opportunity to learn to trust yourself in your newbirth morning. Until the next one HELP1HELP1

#012March 22, 2019; Didn’t write yesterday. to much basketball. In between did get some things done. Man this is some good basketball and way to many channels. Writing and talking technology with digital employees. Everyone has their bracket, friends want to go head to head in brackets, it fun and keeps every game interesting . Its not where you start it where you end up. Basketball is basketball on any given day anyone can beat anyone. Working together all doing there part. Pulling everything you have learned and worked for into the moment you are living right now. For some the biggest moment in their life since becoming adult and for some the end of a era. A little person from no where that no one ever heard of, comes up against the Goliath of their time and slays them, but then at times the underdog is slaughtered. The first day of spring was yesterday and this is the quintessential that everything is being made new, another season has arrived Swarms of sparrows diving into shape as they all turn in unison forming a new shape while always appearing heading south.A rainy day on and off some type rain all day. Made a nice pot of honey baked beans. Just like life you can have some wins loses and upsets. I over till its over. HELP1HELP1

#011March 20, 2019 Setting dates, goals, instant happen, ain’t happening. I’m finding it funny the attention that was paid to research in the NEVER FORGET MY CHILDHOOD and the writing that pertains to newbirth. Mercy of the caregiver and the environment you putting forth but allowing the exciting spirit of the newbirth maintains you like that first month of life absorbing the moments, with no limits and compartments. This time may be hard to know what a newborn wants and need, but like these early times, let it ride, in it to win it, all brand new and stimulating. So exciting like a new born, make you want to holler, crap, eat and go to sleep. We are so fragile , our little body working overtime growing and changing if just fed the basics.Getting through six weeks and our body starts to stretch out and we start to gain some weight but still need that loving hand behind that wobbling head as the neck muscles aren’t quite strong enough yet as we are just get ready for new our new discovery, hands and feet. I’m looking at where I am in this is newbirth journey, still in the first moth of learning with my head wobbling trying to figure these thing out. Staying consistent and open to growing daily. How am i growing? Am I reaching out to help this wobbling head? Im writing daily not more than once a day right now, but a little something everyday. Looking at different forms of self publishing and as I learn more expanding this blog. I don’t want my little wobbly head to get over loaded, take it slow, take time to reintroduce to your body and clean and worship the temple. Fix what you can with diet and exercise and look into anything else that may need taken care of. Get control of your body and it will take care of you as it has from the beginning. Taking little steps this early in newbirth, I will have some growth, just like a newborn by six weeks. 24/7 no time better to take full control of being present every moment. A “newbirth of real”, taking place in the growth of QUARTER CENTURY LIFE. No today! No yesterday or tomorrow, only NOW! Air flooding the lungs in and out feeding the cells with the sweet breath of oxygen that makes everything about us work. Nose and mouth working in conjunction to keep this body fed with the essentials our body needs Eyes that can focus for miles, in a pallet of colors are amazing to see focusing in and out at a instant, and then again maybe focusing on nothing. Two ears to hear sound in ranges that can be phenomenal and we in the human are fully trainable. What a human we are. The first chapter in QUARTER CENTURY LIFE is FIRST 24 MONTHS, and I tie it to a poem called THOUGHTPHBET! Even thought none of us remember those early days of birth, it doesn’t make that miracle any less exciting. Still with a little thought it could make your head spend at the brilliance of your basic creation. I’m exciting myself in this newbirth of the moment. Five senses and a creative open mind, feel the opportunity of anything is possible. Its a new day. What goes in the temple? How is the temple exercised, loved and taken care of daily? That question moves to the top of the list. This body, that takes care of you unconditionally deserves the same love, at your mercy. Who cares about what tomorrow will bring when you missing out on the great moments happening with you right now. Fingers gracefully dancing over the keyboard, bringing fourth thoughts that changes feeling and belief that lead up to I AM AMAZING, but even more graceful, for the evolution to moments. Thanks, I can sing “I got a brand new way of walking, I got a brand new way of talking” I got a whole new QUARTER CENTURY LIFE way of thinking “NEWBIRTH”. I’m going to post this for now, feeling so much better, nutil next post HELP1HELP1